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 nanabrianna (deleted)
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Posted: Post subject: I suppose I should be thankful.. |
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Thankful that you opened new doors for me. Thankful that you showed me you cared (for a little while) . Thankful that you showed me that, despite what I've been told and what I've felt, that I am worth something. That I am not just a welcome mat for people to wipe their feet on. And I suppose that most of all I should be thankful that you showed me I don't have to follow the path that I put myself on, and that I am meant for much more. But guess what..
I don't feel one ounce of thankfulness at the moment. I'm just plain old furious. I'm a furious puppy instead of the furious pit bull I'd like to be. Of course I'm not allowed to have a lapse in control and just go off. Not Brianna, the calm and collected one. If I had a lapse in control it would be "Watch out, she's insane!"
Once the all consuming anger wears off I'll be thankful, but who knows how long this will last haha
A big thank you to all my readers who listen to me rant and rave at random times haha
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 harmony68 (deleted)
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`anytime anytime. you do it for me too
hugs to you
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`Just know that the pit bull will rear it's head, might just take a while but it will happen..
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 nanabrianna (deleted)
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*sigh* I know it will... RAWR!
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zoupi
 zoupi
Joined: September 25, 2008
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Posted: Post subject: Re: I suppose I should be thankful.. |
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nanabrianna wrote: Thankful that you opened new doors for me.
If I had a lapse in control it would be "Watch out, she's insane!"
Behind the opened door you will also find our own lapses in control so no chance for me to see you as someone "insane"
Hey Girls ! Is it the end of the summer which pushes you all in this kind of state of mind ?
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 harmony68 (deleted)
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`i dont know what it is for me. aligning of the stars/moons/planets/nuts? *shrug* its like so many people are going thru it at the same time... makes me wanna ride a star to the pluto or something
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 nanabrianna (deleted)
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`I can take you to Pluto Harmony.. Thats where I'm from haha I don't know what it is making us all go through some crappy stuff! I'm glad you aren't affected by it Zoupi!
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